T.I.M.E.S.U.P- The Final Words

Trust Waning

You make me realize my greatest fears,

Your lies shake the foundations of all my faith;

And all I have worked for seems to be wasted.

You give me hope in your lies,

You tell me what I want to hear from you,

But you do it for your own gain.

I Fear

I fear I will lose you, so let me be clear-

Both parts of me, the saint and the sinful wraith

Whose evil voice speaks in my head,

Will not let this friendship reach its demise;

Despite all the things you could do,

My love and affection for my friend will not wane.

My Feelings

The love I give,

My affection and heart;

And all of the issues it has caused,

Are nothing compared to my desire-

To be your friend and be there for you.

However, you give me misery-

You hurt me and in doing so,

Through my own choice;

And my self loathing,

I hurt myself.

Even then...

I don't care if I die or live,

But I can't allow you to depart,

Frosty holds on with his claws,

And you fuel my forever burning fire,

Despite all you do.

Sure I bleed and I cut more deeply,

But I will never pass, oh no,

I speak with more than one voice,

And despite the insanity it may bring,

It only affects my mental health.

'bout Time for Change

The drama needs to end,

I can't keep doing this,

Its not just us, it's you,

We have both made mistakes.

Stop This

You're supposed to be my friend,

But you're taking the piss,

I know you can see that too,

But I will do whatever it takes;

Unrelenting

And I will never give up,

But your time is now,

Even if you chose to leave me,

And push me to the edge of my own undoing,

I will forever feel the love I feel,

Because you mean more to me than I mean to myself...

Please...

You may tell me to shut up,

But our time is now,

Even if you're with her, be friends with me,

There is nothing to change the past, no undoing,

Even if there can never be love,

If you left, I doubt I could deal with myself.

These are the final words,

Until your choice is made,

Its all stuff you have previously heard,

The love, the stress; the blade.

I hope you make the right decision,

Because this is carved into my life,

If you make the bad choice-no redemption,

Only the hate, pain and strife.

Stay Frosty